Too sad angel

Maybe life is unfair to us
always cheat us in many way
give us hope at the start but
leave us at the middle

Today life is different
sometimes we had to be selfish
why ?
because we dont want to
be played by others

Kadang2 kesempurnaan yg dikejar tidak akan dpt dicari jika diri sendiri belom sempurna. sume org mempunyai kelemahan sndiri, tipu la kalo org tu ckp hidup dia is the best sbab even nabi kte pon hidup dengan rintangan ini kan pulak manusia biase yg x lari dr berbuat dosa.

Kepada sad angel. susah kalo da btol2 syg seseorg tp org tu x pernah tunjuk yg dia menghargai kte, tp lg susah untuk seseorg tu utk menyembunyikan kenyataan dan buat2 x menghargai seseorg tu. Ape pon yg dibuat mesti ade sbab yg tersendiri. x perlu tnye knp tp pkir sndiri.

Sesuatu yg anda tak perasan dan terfikir.....

1. Sekurang-kurangnya ada 5 orang dalam dunia menyayangi anda dan sanggup mati kerana anda.
2. Sekurang-kurangnya ada 15 orang dalam dunia ini menyayangi anda dalam beberapa cara.
3. Sebab utama seseorang membenci anda adalah kerana dia ingin menjadi seperti anda
4. Senyuman daripada anda boleh membawa kebahagiaan kepada seseorang, walaupun dia tidak menyukai anda.
5. Setiap malam ada seseorang mengingati anda sebelum dia tidur.
6. Anda amat bermakna dalam hidup seseorang.
7. Kalau bukan kerana anda,seseorang itu tidak akan hidup bahagia.
8. Anda seorang yang istimewa dan unik
9. Seseorang yang anda tidak ketahui menyayangi anda.
10. Apabila anda membuat kesilapan yang sangat besar, ada hikmah sebaliknya.
11. Sekiranya anda merasakan anda dipinggirkan, fikirkan semula;mungkin anda yang meminggirkan mereka.
12. Apabila anda terfikir anda tidak mempunyai peluang untuk mendapatkan sesuatu yang anda ingini,mungkin anda tidak akan memperolehinya, tetapi sekiranya anda percaya pada diri sendiri lambat laun anda akan memperolehinya.
13. Kenangilah segala pujian yang anda terima. Lupakan segala maki hamun, caci umpat cela.
14. Jangan takut untuk meluahkan perasaan anda; anda akan merasa senang bila seseorang mengetahuinya.
15. Sekiranya anda mempunyai sahabat baik, ambillah masa untuk memberitahunya yang dia adalah yang terbaik.Hanya seminit diperlukan untuk mendapat sahabat baik,sejam untuk menghargainya,sehari untuk teman tetap paling setia.walaupn punya harta yang banyak,teman tetap paling istimewa dan berharga yang tiada nilai nyer.


jika kamu anggap aku temanmu..selamanya.. dan tak perlu bersusah kirimkan andai aku bukan temanmu..tetapi aku tetap menganggapmu sebagai temanku..
teman yang aku sayangi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Interrupter.........

Its seems like have been a while i didnt post my original handwork, dunno whats the reason but i think maybe its bcoz leak of idea. But now i already found a suitable title about my feeling rite now. Interupter in my relationship.

well, dont get influence by voice of people. Thats it the word for zawan headblogs, hopefully he keep thats word in his mind after this coz so far there have several incident shown that he really love to hear other people comment and that things actualy was a parasit that will ruined our relation.(Not just parasit actualy, it was disaster.)

I already read some msg at zawan myspace, some of their msg is a usual msg from fren to fren but some of it are a msg to seduce zawan, i dont think that was a problem bcoz most of them are not in the right battlefield(if u understand what i really means). There have several msg from a few different people who are trying really hard to make us seperate.


I dont know why are they so jelous with our relation. Im not interested to know actualy, just let these skunk wif their life but if they gone to far means that no forgivenes for them. So to people who are try to be a fire stone(batu api) my advise is BEWARE......

New ErA of PlaYbOy->"pLaYbOyeZ"

#[pLaYbOyeZ ]::-ALERT!!!! -It is a new versions of playboyaz. -Far too different than pLaYbOyAz... -Its been create to eliminate all members of pLaYbOyAz includes its own leader. #maybe most of u just aspect that this types of new group is another such of moron group being created to poison all members of PLU in diz wacked world and turn them into people that has no mercy and keep searching our member hood to be played by them. so..i wanna recorrect all of ur thought and introduced all of u wif my new versions of playboy- pLaYbOyeZ. As u can see down here is the old versions of pLaYbOyAz it has been closed due to our misconducted and misunderstanding amongs our members

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How to become playboyaz?? hahaha...well..if anyone of you interested to be a playboyaz, there are sum rule to be followed..

1. must be gorgeous n cooL...hahaha.. (yup..this rule will always be our priority and we need our member to stay gorgeous and cool)
2. must be braved enough!! (Braved??hurmm..here we not just be brave but also be strong enough to use phycologist thinking to our enemies)

1. must think faster to get sum xcuse!! (Yup..thinking faster than TIME..here we need to be more intelligence and can think beyond others. Always prepare for backup reasons)
2. dun get trap!!must be inteligent enough!!! (we like to be trap!!haha..coz its make us more powerfull than others..u got i mean??)
3. if "kantoi", dun get panic. Relax n try to lie a bit..to avoid this from happend, 1st of all, you must tell them you are playboyaz before you can start ur mission..hahaha..then hunt n kill without mercy..that's all.. (no..no..no..we dun like these kind of persons..here in our group will never lie.Honest is our visions)
4. sumtimes people will try to trap you soon after ur mission done..they will sms or call you so many times..so..dun reply..just let it be..hahaha.. (nope..we will win all our beloved frens and scandals)
5. diz is important..dun eva be so soft..especially ur heart...coz people will most likely attack at that spot!! (huhu..hurm..in this case..well..we need to soft a bit but dun get trap..)
6. sumtimes there is so many request from ur victim n they try to get you no matter wut(they try to trap you wif luv)..so..tell them at 1st place.."YOU ARE PLAYBOYAZ"..playboyaz dun hav luv.. (aha..nop..we ar not playboyaz but we ar playboyez..we have ourbeloved person to be cared and we enjoy to LOVE) So..that's all about playboyaz..hahaha..well..think trice before you join k..chOwss!!

::NEw RULeS::

1. ::-Love
2. ::-Caring
3. ::-Honest
4. ::-Trust
5. ::-Respect
   

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psst: to be our members, just messaging me in my own page-www.myspace.com/cadbury88 or www.myspace.com/edned. Then i will explain to u more about our grou later..huhu

if u interested, just write ur name in ur page wif name-pLaYbOyeZ beside ur current name.

SUPERPOWER

1- Apa superpower idaman anda? Choose only one.
---ade power utk klon kan dri sndiri pkai kage bunshin nujutsu.pastu bley tuka dri sndiri jd owg laen yg kte suke dn plg pntg sgt kuat sbab ade kyubi dlm badan. huhuhuhuhuhuhu

2- Siapa superhero/watak yang mempengaruhi pilihan itu?
---mine should be Naruto lol. Naruto the besh

3- Kenapa superpower yang itu?
---bley la menyamar jd orlando bloom pastu nnt ngorat sume owg yg ade. kahkahkah

4- Apakah kelemahan kamu? We're never perfect right?
---mne de kelemahan lol, kalo da ade kyubi dlm badan x de spe bley lawan.

5- Apakah nama superhero kamu?
---ometomen. ok x nme nih??????

6- Motto superhero kamu pula?
---Doushiyou Mo Naku Kudaranai, so stay away from me, its worthless to fight me becouse u will lose no metter how hard u try.

Andai ku tahu

Andai ku tahu….
Kapan tiba ajalku…
Ku akan memohon tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku…

Andai ku tahu…
Kapan tiba masaku…
Ku akan memohon tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku…
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku…
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku…

Andai ku tahu…
Malaikatmu kan menjemputku…
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padamu…
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku…
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku…

Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku…
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat padamu…
Aku manusia yang takut neraka…
Namun aku juga tak pantas disurga…

Andai ku tahu…. Kapan tiba ajalku… Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padamu… Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku… Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku… Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku… Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat padamu…

I'm Back..........

Setelah beberapa lama menhilangkan diri x menghupdate blog nih rasa mcm sedikit tepu otak utk mencari idea nak tulis ape. x tau la nak tulis cite kontroversi ke or cite2 jiwang karat jek.
cite ape ek nk tulis?

ok first post kontroversi telah di publish kan smule sbab dpt nasehat dr kounselor tertinggi yg mengatakan bahawa blog adalah diari atau tmpat utk kte meluah kan perasaaan sndiri, so x perlu nak di padam post yg lme tu. Jd nasehat kounselor besar diikuti. Untuk semua jgn cetus kan kontroversi br lg berkaitan post tu k.

beberapa hari ni ma life seems quite ok, ari rabu sblm ni ikut ma cousin blik segamat my hometown. da dkat nk 8 bulan x blik2 jmpe ma family and ma grandmother. Blik2 je da kne bebel ngan my grandmother, dhe ckp da lupe daratan sbab lme x blik. pastu kne bebel sbab dpt offer dr unisel tp ckp ngan dhe malas nk gi, lg la hangin owg tuwe tu. sah2 kne ceramah free.
my mom ckp ome makin kurus so ome jawab je la bebong lebey. kurus ke? rse nye cam biase je.

Kalo nk diikut kan sbnrnye bowsan kalo blik segamat tp sbab pkir kan ade keje kne buat and my fren pon rmai lg kat sne so ikut je la blik. Tp terkilan sket sbab x dpt jumpe sume ma fren sbab yg laen bz berkeje. Dpt jmpe ma fren bdak2 uitm sgamat je. ma cousin yg dok selayang pon ade blik gak sbab cuti skolah, so dpt la spend time dgn anak2 dhe yg cute2. amnan ngan chumit. da lme nk jmpe anak buah tu tp memanjang je ade hal last2 dpt gak jmpe kat kg.

Zawan ade buat blog nk membidas ome nye post kontroversi, tp ome malas nk lawan blik sbab ade someone da pesan, x perlu nk gado2 dlm blog nih. Nk gado kat umah je bley la. jgn smpai sume org tau. Sume yg zawan tulis tu sbnrnye still bole dibidas sbab pont yg dhe bg x kuat. tp ome akan tetap jd mr cool je skang ni. Kalo timbul hal2 yg btol beso baru meletop lg.

untuk semua maju la sukan utk negara. (tetibe jek, x de kene mengene pon)