-- In My Life --: February 2008

Thursday, February 28, 2008

KEKASIH yang x dianggap

aku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu
aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu
aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

selalu itu yg kau ucapkan padaku

sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap
aku hanya mampu mencuba mengalah
menahan setiap amarah

aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

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Love you forever and always

u are my heart

u are my soul

Clash.... bkn senang bende ni nak terjadi kalo kte btol2 syg seseorang tu. Tp bende ni x mustahil akan terjadi, sume bende kat dunia ni x penah ade uang kekal. Persoalan kat sini adalah spe yang akan ucapkan perkataan clash tu? spe yang akan bwat keputusan?

Kengkadang pening jgak nak pikir kalo tetibe kte pnye lover suh bwat keputusan samaada nak clash ke x, smpai kan bley jd begaduh besar.
Kte tau yang kte mmg syg dhe tp kengkadang tu dhe tu terlalu mendesak sgt smpai kan kengkadang terkeluar plak keputusan yg x spatutnye dibuat.

Ome nye keputusan satu je, bwat la camne pon tp ome x kan jd orang yg pertama bwat keputusan sbab ome x mo menyesal. Ome tau akan menyesal sbab bende ni sume da penah terjadi, so ome x mo bende ni berulang blik. Kalo still berulng blik nnt yang sakitnye ome jgak.
ome rase ome da x sekuat mcm dlu lg, klau dlu pon ome da cukup sakit, ini kan plak skang. x dpt nak bayang kan mcm ne.

Ome x tau la dhe akan ok ke kalo bende ni terjadi, tp yg ome tau dhe tu senang je kalo nak cari laen and ramai kawan yg bley support dhe. Satu bende yg ome takut psal dhe is dhe suke denga ckp org, pastu terpengaruh, then stat la timbulnye masalah. x tau la nak ckp mcm ne lg tp kalo bley satu je yg ome nak mintak dr dhe,
bia la org nak ckp pape tp yg penting dhe msti trust ome and abaikan ape yg orang laen nak ckp.

Orang laen ni pon kengkadang masalah gak. Suke nak cocok belakang smpai ktorang bergaduh. X tau la pe yg dhorang x puas hati. x kan la nak jeles kalo ktorang bahagia? salah ke kalo ktorang bahagia?
Ome rasa bende ni x salah tp tu la, kengkadang rase nak pecah kepala kalo asyik pikir psal org. ktorang x kaco org laen tp knape org nak kaco ktorang?

Kepada org laen tu plz la, jage la hal sendiri. X pelu nak sebok2 hal org laen, kalo sebok2 nak bwat ktorang lg bahagia ok gak, ni x. Nak meranap kan relation ktorang ni lg ade la. Jge la tepi kain sndiri k.

So utk zawan. Ome x kan bwat keputusan psal kte nye hubungan ni.
u know me better, kalo btol2 x puas hati ngan relation ni just ckp je. Ome akan faham and x kn salah kan zawan. Tu je yg ome nk bgtau.
So pandai2 la pikir.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Ex love

Ex lover, rasa nye sume org mmg ade ex lover. Tipu la kalo cakap sblm ni x penah ade pengalaman berchinta kan. X kesah la rmai ke x kte punye ex lover tu tp yang paling penting org tu kte pnah sayang sgt2. X perlu nak bgtau kanpe kte clash and x perlu tau clash scare baik ke x, yang penting adakah skang ni kte still contacting each other ngan ex kte. Lg satu bende yg penting is adakah kte still syg ex lover kte tu.

Ome mmg de couple ngan beberapa org sblm ni, 3 org, 1st name dhe shaf, 2nd syaz and 3rd faris. zawan cakap spatutnye 3 org couple tu da cukup bnyk pengalaman tp dhe ckp ome still x blajar.
ape yg ome x blajar? hentah la

Relation ome ngan ex ome sume nye ok, ktorang still contacting each other bertanya khabar. X salah kan? hmmmmmmm...
tp kengkadang ade jgak salah anggap, ckp kononnye ome nak blik smule pd ex ome la. kalo ome nak buat da lame da, x kan la skang br nak bwat kan,

Shaf. Ktorang knal dlm myspace, dhe baik and rapat ngan adik2 ome. Dhe sanggup luankan blik kg ome mase tgh cuti sems sbab nak knal lebey rapat ngan ome. shaf kuat merajuk tp ome pandai pujuk, dhe gak kuat jeles, kengkadang geram tp ome syg dhe sgt2. kalo nak diikutkan skang ni ome couple ngan dhe smule, tp ade skit hal luar yg buat ktorang gado. ome rase terkilan sgt sbab bende tu sbnrnye kecik je, tp x pe la asal kan ome tau yg dhe still tggu ome.

Syaz sme mcm shaf gak, kitorag knal dlm myspace. ktorang kluar beberapa kali then da lme sket br declare. Dhe pon baik gak ngan adik beradik ome yg laen. Kengkadang geram pon ade sbab dhe lbey2 manjakan bdak2 tu. syaz pon pnah dtg kg ome kat segamat and dhe knal sume kengkawan ome kat sne. ome still syg dhe tp skang dhe da bahagia ngan org laen. ok la tu asal kan dhe bahagia.

Faris. knal dhe mase keje celcom, 1st2 jm 2 2 bwat kekwat tp sbnrnye dlm hati meronta2 nk knl. mse br2 knal faris ni mcm innocent,
dhe nmpak baik and x rmai kawan. lps declare ome pindah ke umah dhe,selang brape blok je dr umah skrg.. memule sume nye ok,tp lame2 ome rase mcm laen sket. ome ade bce msg2 dhe dgn sorang bdak, dhe ckp kawan je last2 terbongkar jgak. geram sgt mase tu. rase mcm org bodo je. tp nak bwat cam ne kan, da nasib badan.

EX maksud nye da lepas, so yang lepas tu spatutnye x perlu nak dikenang kembali, tp kengkadang kte still akan terfikir kan dhorang,
bwat mase ni ome asyik pikirkan psal shaf, shaf always ingat kat ome
and dhe still akan tggu ome. ntah la. maybe akan sentiasa ada peluang ke2 kot. Utk shaf thanks for waiting, really appreciate it.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

OmEzwAN love

our love is white as snow
our love is pure as a newborn
our love is not a game
our love is forever

no blade can bleed us
no torn can hurt us
no wind can change us
no fire can burn us

this is our love
lasting forever
as wished by all
and so do us

Sunday, February 24, 2008

One & Only

I've been wishing on a star but I could never have imagined

I would land just where you are after all this lonesome traveling

Took one look in your eye, reach out to hold your hand

This is when I realized that I could never understand

Do you want to be my one and only love?

So you wanna be my friend, so you wanna be my lover

With you I do confess I can't be one without the other

That was hard for me to say, I hope I said it right

Which ever, come what may, you see I need to know tonight

Do you want to be my one and only love?

Do you want to play these cards, do you want to lay them down?

DO you want to run away or do you want o stick around?

Do you want to be my one and only love

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Kumpulan tarikh lahir

Kumpulan 1
1hb, 10hb, 19hb, 28hb

Sangat cerdik, jujur, lucu, degil, rajin dan berterus terang
Cemburu dalam pertandingan, baik hati, peramah dan bersikap menguasai
Anda ingin mendahului dalam apa jua keadaan
Seorang yang berdikari, berkeyakinan dan tak pernah berada di bawah pimpinan org lain
Bercinta dalam usia yang muda dan berkahwin pada usia yang matang
Tidak suka pada orang yang bertentangan pendapat dengan anda
Menyimpan dendam pada orang yang bersalah pada anda
Kuat berbelanja
Anda adalah profesional dalam kerjaya yang diceburi namun ada pihak yang berkecil hati dengan pencapaian anda
Mempunyai keluarga yang bahagia

Kumpulan 2
2hb, 11hb, 20hb, 29hb

Anda disukai oleh orang ramai
Kurang berkeyakinan terhadap diri sendiri jadi anda perlu membuat perubahan ke atas hidup
Seorang yang sukar diramal kerana membuat perubahan berdasarkan masa dan keadaan
Pentingkan diri sendiri tetap mempunyai bakat dalam melukis, seni dan komunikasi lisan
Bersikap seperti bulan yang mendatang keredupan dan pudar, menjadikan semua orang boleh mengetahui perubahan anda
Cinta pada keamanan
Bertanggungjawab dalam keluarga

Kumpulan 3
3hb, 12hb, 21hb, 30hb

Seorang yang berhati keras dan pentingkan diri sendiri, kuat agama, suka mempertingkatkan kehidupan sendiri
Pandai bercakap, wajah yang menarik
Mempunyai pelbagai masalah tapi dapat mengharungi dengan kesabaran
Perlu bekerja keras untuk mencapai kejayaan
Menghormati orang yang lebih tua
Sukar untuk menjalinkan hubungan samada dalam percintaan, kekeluargaan dan persahabatan
Sekiranya anda suka akan sikap seseorang itu, maka hubungan itu akan berpanjangan
Suka kebebasan, pembawa harapan, kegembiraan dan keceriaan

Kumpulan 4
4hb, 13hb, 22hb, 31hb

Amat degil dan rajin
Mungkin orang lain akan menjauhkan diri kerana kata-kata anda
Seorang yang bertimbang rasa akan masalah orang lain
Berbakat dalam penyelidikan dan seni
Suka membantu ahli keluarga dan rakan-rakan yang menghadapi masalah tanpa berfikir panjang
Harus berhati-hati dengan orang sekeliling kerana mereka mungkin akan mempergunakan anda
Kawan-kawan akan menghabiskan masa dan wang ringgit anda dan menjauhkan diri apabila anda sudah tiada nilai bagi mereka
Seorang yang sabar dan tegas

Kumpulan 5
5hb, 14hb, 23hb

Sangat popular dalam komuniti
Boleh menyelesaikan sesuatu perkara secara lisan
Mempunyai akal fikiran dalam menjalani perniagaan namun terlalu terburu-buru
Seorang yang kelakar
Tidak setia dalam hubungan percintaan
Suka perubahan dan kebebasan
Mempunyai ciri-ciri seorang pengembara dan ahli silap mata
Mempelajari hidup melalui pengalaman

Kumpulan 6
6hb, 15hb, 24hb

Dilahirkan untuk menikmati hidup
Tidak peduli apa-apa perkara tetap ingin berseronok dalam hidup
Sangat pandai dalam pelajaran dan pengurusan perniagaan
Bijak, baik hati dan mempunyai paras rupa yang menarik
Semua benda yang baik akan datang kepada anda
Mengambil berat ke atas ahli keluarga dan kawan-kawan
Seorang yang murah hati, peramah, adil saksama dan mempunyai penilaian yang tajam

Kumpulan 7
7hb, 16hb, 25hb

Mempunyai daya tarikan kepada sesiapa saja
Seorang yang realistik dan yakin
Seorang yang yang lebih cenderung dalam bidang pendidikan, muzik, seni dan nyanyian
Panas baran
Banyak berkorban untuk keluarga dan meletakkan keluarga di tahap yang tinggi hingga kadang-kadang mengabaikan kebahagiaan diri sendiri
Dilahirkan untuk memberi sumbangan pada dunia ini

Kumpulan 8
8hb, 17hb, 26hb

Personaliti yang sangat kuat dan menarik
Kepakaran anda hanyalah menunding jari pada sesuatu benda
Mengalami pelbagai dugaan dalam hidup tapi ini menjadikan anda lebih kuat dan tabah
Memperjuangkan keadilan
Kebanyakkan masa dihabiskan dengan kawan-kawan
Berdisiplin dan tidak putus-asa serta berani
Seorang ahli pasukan, keluarga dan pejuang yang sangat bagus

Kumpulan 9
9hb. 18hb, 27hb

Sangat tabah dari segi mental dan fizikal
Mempunyai penilaian yang sangat tajam
Seorang yang dihormati dalam komuniti
Seorang yang boleh menerima cabaran dan berjaya dalam apa jua yang dilakukan
Pada usia yang muda anda selalu bertentangan dengan ibu-bapa tapi apabila usia meningkat anda seorang anak yang taat dan menghormati orang tua
Sesuai menceburi bidang kejuruteraan dan “banking” kerana orang lain yakin dan percaya pada anda
Model teladan pada orang lain

HATE love? No trust?

Sometimes love can make us suffer and sometimes can make us happy. love is a relationship between two person that trust each other. But what happen when each of them not trust each other? It'll be like disaster isn't?

Problem will occur in this kind of relationship, when the problem is started what u need to do actually is have a private conversation together in somewhere peace.

Be professional in solving the problem. one side should be water while the other one was fire. Problem will never be solve if both is fire. Always give and take in relation

Why should we hate love actualy? Love is pure and so white.
Don't let our past overcome in our future relationship.
past is past, let it gone by time.

When the problem occured.

First of all this article is just about my opinion as a free thinker.

As we know everyday we will face
some problem,
doesn't mind if it's just bout a small
matter, but as we know all the problem should have the solution.

Example when we got a problem with our lovely one,
he told us that we are being playing a fool at him and told that we have other scandal out there,
that might be absolutely wrong
but your partner have some miss understood on that
what u need to do is sit together face to face,
slow talk with him,
ask him whether is he/she really love u or not.
then tell her/him not to trust what other people are saying because
maybe they just jelous with your relationship with her/him.

U have to be so smart in handling problem.
If u think that u are not able to solve the problem alone,
then u should find someone that u can trust or someone that have a lot of experience
in their life.
its ok to being humble and ask a help others for helping.

U also had to be brave because some of the problem might leads to give
big impact in your life.
u should be brave in making decision, sometimes what we decide was right
and sometimes was totaly wrong,
so u have to be ready for everything,

th conclusion is be smart,brave and always ready for everything.

Friday, February 15, 2008

1. Your name plus "o" ?= azrino
2. Two feelings at the moment ?= sad and boring
3. What are you listening to right now?= one and only(teitur)
4. A part of a song lyric that's inyour mind right now ?=u are one and only love
5. Describe where you are right now?= at my auntie house
6. What is your highlight of the week ?= nothing

7 . What are u craving to have rightnow?= i want car license

8. Any unforgettable childhood memory ?=watch my li brother died infront of me

9. A not-so-good childhood memory ?= -----------------

10 . What are your nicknames ?= ome
11 . Your plans for tomorrow ?= sleeping
12 . Your two plans for today ?=sleeping
13. Are you thinking of someone rightnow?= yup
14 . Do you party ?= no
15 . Do you like twins ?=yup, so much
16. Fill in the blank "I am ..= lose
17. What kind of animal u like most?=cat
18. Say anything you like to say to whoever reading= i like all of u
19. Are you feeling hungry ?= no
20. Who do you miss rite now ?= let it be secret
21 . Last friend you saw online ?=pearl
2 2. Are you in love?= in love with someone
2 3. What do you like about night ?= dark, star and moon
24. If you were in a farm, what do youwant to see ?= horse
25. Last person who gave a commentto you ?= ayie

Choice or Chance??? have it ur way...

When we meet the right person to love, when we're at the right place at the right time, that's a chance..When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice.. That's a chance..Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who got together because of this), it's not a choice.. That's also a chance..The difference is what happens afterwards..When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?? That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling..If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance.. That's a choice..

If you decide to abandon your friends for a person that you love, that's not a chance.. It's a choice..

If you decide to leave the person you love because he or she is a friend with someone that you never like, that is a choice.. Not a chance..
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's a choice..Even if you know there are so many people out there who are more attractive, smarter and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's choice..Infatuation... Crushes... Attraction... Come to us by chance..But, true love... That lasts... Is truly a choice.. A choice that we make..Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this:"Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen.."I believe that soul mates do exist.. That there is truly someone made for you.. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not.. We may meet our soul mates by CHANCE, but loving and staying with our soul mates is still a CHOICE we have to make.. We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love... BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly..To be concluded, it is not the matter of how to find someone perfect to love.. But how to love someone imperfect perfectly..And for me is.. Life is not about finding your self.. Life is about creating your self.. Think about it..!! It makes senses..!!