--In My Life-- RIP

i dun have
any reason to update
anything anymore
in this blog

everything is useless.
let me alone wif my world.
......

to zawan and man..
congratulation
ur win
4 a moment
but
i never loose
ill get back what i want

Tanpa Kekasihku

langit begitu gelap,hujan juga tak kunjung reda
ku harus menyaksikan cintaku terenggut tak terselamatkan
Ingin ku ulang hari,ingin ku perbaiki
kau salah,kau kubutuhkan
beraninya kau pergi dan tak kembali

dimana letak surga itu
biar kugantikan tempatmu denganku
adakah tanda surga itu
biar kutemukan untuk bersamamu

kubiarkan senangku menari di udara
biar semua tahu kematian tak mengakhiri
cinta….

apalah artinya hidup tanpa kekasihku
percuma bila aku disini sendiri

kekasihku,bersamamu

....................................................................................

telah habis kata terangkai
untuk membuatmu kembali mengingat
semua apapun janjimu

aku mohon dengan sangat kepadamu
waktu bersama denganmu
tak sebanding dengan
hancur hatiku begitu
membekas di hidupku

aku mohon dengan sangat
kepadamu…

Kembalilah…wahai sayangku
hanya itu yang membuat aku tenang
Kembalilah…kembali padaku
aku takkan pernah bisa hidup
tanpamu…

Top Guys

1. Top guys don't actually go after good-looking you. They prefer neat and presentable you.
2. Top guys hate flirts.
3. A top guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a top guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a top guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Top guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about you they truly care about.
7. When a top guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Top guys go crazy over your smile.
9. Top guys will do anything just to get your attention.
10. Top guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When top guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Top guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Top guys cry!!!
14. Don't provoke the top guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Top guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Top guys usually try hard to get you who have dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a top guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a top guy a hanging message like "You know what?!.. uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Top guys go crazy when you touch their hands.
20. Top guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to you they really like.
21. When a top guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When you say "no", a top guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a top guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Top guys hate gays!
25. Top guys love their moms.
26. A top guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A top guy often thinks about you who like him. But this doesn't mean that the top guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a top guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Top guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than you can.
31. Like Eve, you are top guys' weaknesses.
32. Top guys are very open about themselves.
33. Its good to test a top guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No top guy is bad when he is courting.
35. Top guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Top guys really admire you that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a top guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the top guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A top guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Top guys love you with brains more than you in miniskirts.
42. Top guys try to find the stuffed toy a you wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Top guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Top guys cannot keep secrets that you tell them.
45. Top guys think too much.
46. Top guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. You' height doesn't really matter to a top guy but her weight does!
48. Top guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out you!!!
49. When you make the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that you.
50. It's not easy for a top guy to let you go after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a top guy what you really want before getting involved with that top guy.
52. A top guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, top guys blame themselves a lot more than you do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Top guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Top guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with you.
56. When a top guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a top guy says he is going crazy about you. He really is.
58. When a top guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
59. Top guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a top guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a top guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a top guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Top guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court you anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Top guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Top guys don't like you who punch harder than they do.
66. A top guy may instantly know if you like him but can never be sure unless you tell him.
67. A top guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a you would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Top guys love you who can cook or bake.
69. Top guys like you who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A top guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A top guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Top guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a top guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. You who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting top guys.
75. Top guys are more talkative than you are especially when the topic is about you.
76. Top guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. Top guys really think that you are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a top guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Top guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike you.
80. Top guys tend to generalize about you but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any top guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Top guys find it so objectionable when you swear.
83. Top guys' weakest > point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a top guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a top guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a top guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a top guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Top guys learn from experience not from the romance books that you read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a top guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a top guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a top guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another you. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a top guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Top guys seek for advice not from a top guy but from you.
96. You are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97. If a top guy says you're beautiful, that top guy likes you.
98. Top guys hate you who overreact.
99. Top guys love you more than you love them...

My love never be replaced

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time

From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever

Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same

You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side

But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

IM DYING

is this love???



















BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
man 1594: x buzz man pun tadi..
cadbury_boy88: lupe
man 1594: igtkan x on9 tadi..
cadbury_boy88: zawan sihat?
man 1594: erk.!?
man 1594: nape tanye die..??
man 1594: huhu..
cadbury_boy88: x bole ke
man 1594: bole laa..
cadbury_boy88: kan kawan baik muah2 dgn dhe
man 1594: xder laa..
man 1594: pelik..
man 1594: kwn baik muah2..??
man 1594: sape ckp..??
cadbury_boy88: ntah la denga cite
cadbury_boy88: scandal ngan dhe
man 1594: erk.!?
man 1594: sape ckp..??
man 1594: bgtau la man ..
cadbury_boy88: ade la
cadbury_boy88: tp mmg btol pon kan
man 1594: sape..??
cadbury_boy88: haha
man 1594: ckp laa..
cadbury_boy88: da maju skang
man 1594: adeyh,!!
cadbury_boy88: bakal special ke dhe tu?
BUZZ!!!
man 1594: sorry..
man 1594: dc..
BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
man 1594: watper..??
cadbury_boy88: x de ape
cadbury_boy88: ble korang nk declare?
man 1594: hurmm..
man 1594:
cadbury_boy88: npe?
man 1594: sape yg ckp..??
man 1594: ckp la kat man..
man 1594: huhu..
cadbury_boy88: benda elok x baik nk disorok kan
cadbury_boy88: kalo da jodoh nye x kemane
man 1594: semalam man kuar ngan die..
cadbury_boy88: wah pegi mane tu
man 1594: 1st sept..
cadbury_boy88: buke sesame lke?
man 1594: yup..
cadbury_boy88: kat mne?
man 1594: buka kat times square..
cadbury_boy88: x ajak pon
man 1594: kuar g pavilion..
man 1594: mane la man tau..
man 1594: owhh yeah..
man 1594: zawan kurang sehat harini..
cadbury_boy88: 2 org je ke?
man 1594: yup..
man 1594: 2 org jer..
cadbury_boy88: owh dating la nie
man 1594: hahaha..
man 1594: yerla kot..
cadbury_boy88: patut la x ajak
man 1594: huhu..
man 1594: mane la man tau..
man 1594: hurmm..
cadbury_boy88: x pe org yg dting x leyh kaco la
man 1594: zawan kurang sehat harini tau x..??
man 1594: die batuk2..
cadbury_boy88: ntah la
man 1594: teruk gak laa..
cadbury_boy88: x pegi tgok dhe ke?
man 1594: risau ngan die..
man 1594: man keje..
man 1594: nak jugak g jumpe n tgk die..
cadbury_boy88: x msg dhe ke?
man 1594: dah..
man 1594: dah call dah tadi..
cadbury_boy88: man call dhe?
man 1594: yup..
man 1594: nape..??
cadbury_boy88: x de pape.
cadbury_boy88: dhe stay kat area pandan ke?
man 1594: die stay ngan mama die..
cadbury_boy88: owh dhe stay ngan mama dhe kat pandan?
cadbury_boy88: pandan ape perdana ke
man 1594: x tau la plak..
man 1594: coz kdg2 die duk umah kakak die..
cadbury_boy88: so man rase bley get along ke dgn dhe?
man 1594: insyaAllah..
cadbury_boy88: cite la skit semalam pnye pengalaman
man 1594: coz i love him..
cadbury_boy88: suke denga org yg menuju ke pintu kebahagiaan nih
man 1594: lorr..
man 1594: biase2 jer laa..
man 1594: coz smlm 1st time jumpe..
cadbury_boy88: owh
cadbury_boy88: jmpe kat pav la?
man 1594: yup..
cadbury_boy88: owh makan kat mane?
man 1594: times square..
cadbury_boy88: nnt kim salam kat dhe eh.
cadbury_boy88: tah kenal ke x die kt ome ni
man 1594: insyaAllah..
man 1594: die kurang sehat arini..
man 1594: man risau sgt2 kat die..
cadbury_boy88: sebelum ni ade kapel kan
cadbury_boy88: kwn ome ckp dhe kapel ngan bdak shah alam
cadbury_boy88: dhorang da clash ke?
man 1594: sape..??
cadbury_boy88: ntah lupe plak nk tanye
cadbury_boy88: da clash kot
cadbury_boy88: sbab benda ni da lame dlu ome denga
man 1594: sape..??
man 1594: ed ker..??
cadbury_boy88: ye la kot
cadbury_boy88: lepas ed dhe x de kapel lg eh?
man 1594: x tau laa..
man 1594: dgn ome la kan..??
cadbury_boy88: mne de
man 1594: yeke..??
man 1594: huhu..
man 1594: tipu..
cadbury_boy88: knp?
man 1594: xder ape..
cadbury_boy88: ape je dhe ckp smalam
man 1594: x ckp ape2..
man 1594: langsung xder..
cadbury_boy88: aik x kan smalam kluar diam je
man 1594: borak2 pasal lain laa..
man 1594: man tau die couple ngan abg ed pun coz man tau dari abg idlan..
cadbury_boy88: aik knal idlan jgak ke?
man 1594: ape pulak x kenal..
man 1594: die abg angkat man..
cadbury_boy88: ooo
man 1594: dah nak dekat 3 tahun kenal..
cadbury_boy88: lamenye
man 1594: yup..
man 1594: still sampai skang..
man 1594: die abg angkat man..
man 1594: semalam bertembung dgn die kat times square..
man 1594: so jumpe jap laa..
man 1594: die kenal zawan gak..
cadbury_boy88: just wish u all the best to ur future relation wif zawan
man 1594: x sangka dunia ni kecik..
man 1594: kenal mengenali..
cadbury_boy88: nnt kalo da declare bgtau k
man 1594: nape..??
man 1594: huhu..
cadbury_boy88: saje je
cadbury_boy88: ex leyh ke
cadbury_boy88: x leyh ke
man 1594: xder ape laa..
man 1594: huhu..
man 1594: man harap bleyh kekal ngan die..
cadbury_boy88: hopefully
man 1594: thx..
man 1594: coz i love him so much..
cadbury_boy88: i need to go
cadbury_boy88: ade hal skit
man 1594: ok,ok..
cadbury_boy88: bye
cadbury_boy88: gtg
man 1594: bye..
man 1594: take care..
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HOPE UR RELATION WILL LAST FOREVER.

to ZAWAN: GOOD TO KNOW THAT AT LAST U FOUND SOMEONE
THAT APPRECIATE U MORE

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Life

LIFE Life is a journey, Life is a game, Life is an exam, that you mustn't fail. To be alive it is meant to grow and to serve. To help the needy men, to give and get. To do the right thing, to be good and keen, to save little kids and let birds fly free. But life as a journey, but Life as a game, but Life as an exam, it's got it's own end and gain. Good people live for ever. Even when they're dead. They smile, they're laughing. They're happy till the end. Bad people just die being miserable and sad. No smiles, no laughing, nothing's left to their hands.

Nonsense

what the hack wif
childish metters.
think back
bfore posting something.
dont be so baaka..

There have a lot of songs
wif various of tittle.
Every title have their own
meanings.
I want to listed some of the title
of the songs and my opinion

tanpa kekasihku

im yours

hanya ingin kau tahu

sebelum cahaya

tak bisa hidup tanpa mu

cinta ini membunuh ku

bleeding love

better in time

ruang rindu

all these suck.
i lost my believe in love
just stay away from my life
if u just wanna test me
or making me looks like dumb ass.
this is my warning.
cut all these crap.

Pocong

setelah sekian lame korang
tgok gamba pocong
kt tepi tu
br skang aku nk masukkan
short movee dhe.

so sory guys
im very busy
and have no time to upload
the movee
for a past few month.

muvee ni adlh karya
student uitm
just bwat simple2 je.

Heart beat

heart beat...
every second in time
no rest till now
times change the beat..
fast and slow
work with flow
lies down
beneath the heart
laid down a shadow
waiting for
the light
for the
end of the
beat

Idea Idea Idea...

susah la nk cr idea nk hupdate blog nih.
kengkadang ade idea tp
x reti lak nk develop
ayat yg sesuai.

bowsan.

tp dunn worry
i will come back wif more
fresh things.

thats my promise.

Menjaga Hati........ special 4 him

Masih tertinggal bayanganmu
yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
hujan tanpa henti seolah bertanda
cinta tak disini lagi kau telah berpaling


Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu


Masih adakah cahaya rindumu
yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
meskipun kulihat kau kini diseberang sana


Andai akhirnya kau tak juga kembali
aku tetap sendiri menjaga hati


Sejujurnya ak masih mengharapkanmu
oooh ooohh

Got tagged by Achuu..uumm

1 minit yang lalu apa yang anda buat?
-chatting

1 jam yang lalu, apa yang anda buat?
-supper

1 hari yang lalu. apa yang anda buat?
-dok rumah dan on9 jew

1 jam lagi, apa yang anda akan buat?
-tdo je kot

1hari lagi, apa yang akan anda buat?
-pegi keje

1 orang yang terakhir menelefon kamu?
-mamantoi

1 makanan yang baru dibeli?
-bawang pon makanan kannnn???

1 barang yang baru hilang?
-handphone(actualy bkn hilng tp......)

1 cerita yang baru ditonton?
-mesti le Narnia Prince Caspian

1 hal yang terakhir digosipkan?
-rasenye x de kot

1 buku yang sudah dibaca?buku apa?
-harry potter

1 kata yang ingin diluahkan?
-i always remember u

1 penyakit yang sering datang?
-selsema(da tahap gaban)

1 keinginan?
-jd millioneire la

Atas nama cinta...

Aku lelaki yang punya cinta di hati

Dan dirimu dan dirinya dalam hidupku

Mengapa terlambat cintamu telah termiliki

Sedang diriku dengan dia tak begitu cinta

Mengapa yang lain bisa

Mendua dengan mudahnya

Namun kita terbelenggu

Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta

Atas nama cinta

Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi

Sampai nanti bila aku mati

Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau

Atas nama cinta

Kurelakan jalanku merana

Asal engkau akhirnya denganku

Kubersumpah atas nama cinta

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this song is dedicated to someone

that i always remember,

*to that person= i always keep my promise to u*

Seek for New Love

Are U Ready
to start a new love?

Just think bout it
again...

Are u bored
with ur relationship?

Its dangerous

Make a wise
desicion.

Chronicle's Of Narnia@Prince caspian

ellow guys. wasssuppp........

smalam 15hb gigih pegi klcc sbab nk tgok
cite ni,

stat msuk wayang mmg da rse mcm teruja sbab da lme x tgok
cite ala2 fantasy magic mcm ni.
last tgok rase nye harry potter je la kot.
yg laen sumenye cite biase je.

komen:

jalan cerite permulaan agak laju sbab tetibe je da
stat dgn babak prince caspian dikejar
ke dalam hutan. Sbab dikejar adlh kerana makcik nye
beranakkan pewaris takhta baru.
so atas unsur sifat tamak habola dorehabamonnye,
pakciknye tlh mengarahkan agar jeneral membunuh prince caspian.

prince caspian melarikan dri jauh ke dalam hutan narnia yg
telah lama pupus sejak peter,susan.ed ngan lucy blik ke dunia asal.
hiks
x ley bgtau bebanyak. sket je ley.
ome bg 5 star utk cite ni.

cute kannn..

Picture talking

Sometimes its very hard
to wrote down bout your real
feeling.
and u might think other
way to expressed it.

So why not just let the
picture do the talk
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At the beginning of love story
it's white
it's so smooths
its so comfortable
its so sweet
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--
The story was romantic as romeo and juliet
without regret
they became the most lovely
couple of the year
nothing gonna change
their love.



suddenly everything seems
not so rite
1 by 1 problem occured

the problem getting bigger

their love is sick
they hardly seek for medicine
but, it doesnt seems to be ok

live is full of hatred without trust

is there no love to be shared any more?
start from now,
everything is just a question

is love always like this?
hurt......


will love comes again
in their live?

or their love will fallen
in the
river of never end

is there will be
a little light
to bright em?


what will happen in the end?


will they survive


OR


is it was the
endless
of their own
love story?
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life is unfair
u doesn't get what u want.
why?

there's no heaven
there's no kindness
its all about selfish

Di persimpangan

Di persimpangan yang hanya wujud
2 pilihan. Hidup atau Mati
Yang mane menjadi pilihan anda?
sudah tentu semua akn memilih utk hidup
tapi kenapa x pilih utk mati?

Hidup
Sume org nak pilih utk hidup
kalo tnye soalan ni kat kwn komfem
x smpai 1 saat da jwb
*msti la nak idup beb, spe nak mati*
tp buat ape nak hidup dlm dunia yg hipokrit?
knp nk hidup dlm dunia yg penuh dgn tipu helah
knp nak hidup dlm dunia yg seakan
da x memerlukan diri kita?

Mati
X ramai org yang akn pilih utk mati
sgt sikit bilangan org yg akan pilih mati
kenapa pulak mereka pilih mati?
jwpn mudah.
sbab hidup da x bermakna lg
da penat nak hidup
kalo hidup pon serupa mcm da mati
so buat ape nak hidup.

hidup x semestinnye indah
tp x mudah utk mati